Monday, August 15, 2011

I live beside Dennis the Menace


Okay accordingly the kid next door (yes the same kid who is grounded for the rest of the year from playing with mine because he cut his hair, the one who cut down a small tree in my back yard and the one; for some GOD forsaken reason my husband gave permission to shot the woodpecker with a BB Gun (really, I mean really, what the heck are you thinking half the time!!)if he sees them and now he’s killing off all the birds in neighborhood!!!!!!!!!!!!!) keeps leaving his basketball’s and football’s in my front yard. I don’t really understand… I mean does he just stop playing when the ball comes in my yard???? Is he just too lazy to come and get the ball???? Is it that he’s a boy…and we all know as a girl “I just don’t get it” or is there something wrong with him or me?? I’ve been told I can be a bit uptight (who me???). But really how hard is for this kid to come over and pick up his basketball/football and take it to his yard. I’ve said things over and over to him and now it’s really getting on my nerves…I’m at the point where I want to take the balls and throw them in the trash!!!!! Maybe he’ll get the idea?....  So my question is, do I throw the balls away or just get over the fact that I live beside Dennis the Menace????Maybe it’s time to invest into a small fence.

Halfway there… August in review.




I got some scrapping done!!  I’m so glad I finished many of Ryan’s 1st and 2nd year pages (who knew, I took so many photos!!!) I re-scrapped a few pages and I have 2 more to do…I also need to finish Christmas from last year and 2009??? I know I have a few more to get me “caught up” (if there’s such a thing) …and I’m counting August as a successful month with scrapping.
I started “A Course in Miracles” and right now I’m going to revisit day 4 from yesterday…gosh I’m mean sometimes!!! I think overall I’m going to enjoy this process!
Got my photo’s uploaded and still need to upload the beach photo’s… maybe get to that today or tonight ;))
I started Body for Life and lasted just ONE A DAY!!!!!! I have however started jogging at a local park and I love the feeling...It’s a great escape for me to clear my mind...and to help me “get over” some of my negative feelings (I’ve been a bit cynical lately!!!)…Well the outside helps for a little while anyway. I anticipate between running and working on my Lesson’s in “A Course in Miracles”, I’ll be on the path I wish to be... well at least in the right direction.
I sent a request for the Saturday Night Live tickets, through e-mail (I’m not sure I did it right...but I followed the directions I found!) so I guess I’ll find out something soon either way.
As for my 1 or 2 things on my 101 things to do in 1001 days… I’m sending out my post secret today!!!  ;))). We took the kiddos to the beach this year, and I’m working on redecorating my half bath in the Kitchen...so I’m chalking that up as a success!!
And last but not least…is that dang on chandelier…well I’ve got it all ready to hang...but I was hoping my husband would install it…well yeah that’s not looking to good, so maybe just maybe I’ll try and do it myself before the end of the month….Only time will tell!
Overall I think I’m having a pretty good month, minus a few things here and there…I’ll keep working on THOSE ISSUES!!!
I’m looking forward to September- its Ryder’s 1st birthday!!!!! I also have 2 things I’m going to focus on...1st getting a tattoo removed and 2nd a personal health issue of mine!
Happy Monday Yawl ;)))))

Sunday, August 14, 2011

Lesson 4..feedback from lesson 3 (ACIM)

Lesson 3
I do not understand anything I see in this room
[on this street, from this window, in this place].
Apply this idea in the same way as the previous ones, without making distinctions of any kind. Whatever you see becomes a proper subject for applying the idea. Be sure that you do not question the suitability of anything for application of the idea. These are not exercises in judgment. Anything is suitable if you see it. Some of the things you see may have emotionally charged meaning for you. Try to lay such feelings aside, and merely use these things exactly as you would anything else.
The point of the exercises is to help you clear your mind of all past associations, to see things exactly as they appear to you now, and to realize how little you really understand about them. It is therefore essential that you keep a perfectly open mind, unhampered by judgment, in selecting the things to which the idea for the day is to be applied. For this purpose one thing is like another; equally suitable and therefore equally useful.

Okay so I get the point of the exercise…but I’m ready to move on ;), to lesson 4… I didn’t apply lesson 3 much in my day, in fact I think I did it once right after looking it up and then didn’t really think about it anymore after that. So I’m ready to see what lesson 4 has to offer?? Anyone else doing this...I would love to do this with someone else?.
Here is lesson 4


Lesson 4
These thoughts do not mean anything.
They are like the things I see in this room
[on this street, from this window, in this place].
Unlike the preceding ones, these exercises do not begin with the idea for the day. In these practice periods, begin with noting the thoughts that are crossing your mind for about a minute. Then apply the idea to them. If you are already aware of unhappy thoughts, use them as subjects for the idea. Do not, however, select only the thoughts you think are "bad." You will find, if you train yourself to look at your thoughts, that they represent such a mixture that, in a sense, none of them can be called "good" or "bad." This is why they do not mean anything.
In selecting the subjects for the application of today's idea, the usual specificity is required. Do not be afraid to use "good" thoughts as well as "bad." None of them represents your real thoughts, which are being covered up by them. The "good" ones are but shadows of what lies beyond, and shadows make sight difficult. The "bad" ones are blocks to sight, and make seeing impossible. You do not want either.
This is a major exercise, and will be repeated from time to time in somewhat different form. The aim here is to train you in the first steps toward the goal of separating the meaningless from the meaningful. It is a first attempt in the long-range purpose of learning to see the meaningless as outside you, and the meaningful within. It is also the beginning of training your mind to recognize what is the same and what is different.
In using your thoughts for application of the idea for today, identify each thought by the central figure or event it contains; for example:
This thought about ___ does not mean anything.
It is like the things I see in this room [on this street, and so on].
You can also use the idea for a particular thought that you recognize as harmful. This practice is useful, but is not a substitute for the more random procedures to be followed for the exercises. Do not, however, examine your mind for more than a minute or so. You are too inexperienced as yet to avoid a tendency to become pointlessly preoccupied.
Further, since these exercises are the first of their kind, you may find the suspension of judgment in connection with thoughts particularly difficult. Do not repeat these exercises more than three or four times during the day. We will return to them later.

Day 11 - A picture of something you hate.......

Day 11 - A picture of something you hate.......... Its drives me completely crazy when someone eats with their mouth open!!!!!! Didn’t your mom ever tell you to not eat with your mouth open??? My brothers would do this just to tick me off when we were kids...heck they still do it!!!

(Kids eating spaghetti with tomato sauce. Photograph: Jochem D Wijnands/Getty Images)

Friday, August 12, 2011

Day 2 ;)))

Yesterday was my 1st day and overall the exercise was fairly simple. My mind doesn’t need a whole lot of clarification in the idea that this world is but a morsel of all that there is. One of my favorite quotes is “In the final analysis, it is between you and God.  It was never between you and them anyway." Mother Teresa; and I often remind myself of this. I think for me the hardest part of this journey is going to be my emotional conversion and being able to separate my mind and my feelings? So today I start Lesson 2 ;)



I have given everything I see in this room
[on this street, from this window, in this place]
all the meaning that it has for me.
The exercises with this idea are the same as those for the first one. Begin with the things that are near you, and apply the idea to whatever your glance rests on. Then increase the range outward. Turn your head so that you include whatever is on either side. If possible, turn around and apply the idea to what was behind you. Remain as indiscriminate as possible in selecting subjects for its application, do not concentrate on anything in particular, and do not attempt to include everything you see in a given area, or you will introduce strain.
Merely glance easily and fairly quickly around you, trying to avoid selection by size, brightness, color, material, or relative importance to you. Take the subjects simply as you see them. Try to apply the exercise with equal ease to a body or a button, a fly or a floor, an arm or an apple. The sole criterion for applying the idea to anything is merely that your eyes have lighted on it. Make no attempt to include anything particular, but be sure that nothing is specifically excluded.




Each of the first three lessons should not be done more than twice a day each, preferably morning and evening. Nor should they be attempted for more than a minute or so, unless that entails a sense of hurry. A comfortable sense of leisure is essential.

Thursday, August 11, 2011

Day 1 of A Course In Miracles :) Aug. 11, 2011





Started the book “A Course in Miracles” today…anyone else done this yet????? Looks like lots of fun for a “list”/ “challenge” person like me ;)))) here’s a link if you want to join me!

Lesson 1
Nothing I see in this room [on this street, from this window,
in this place] means anything.
Now look slowly around you, and practice applying this idea very specifically to whatever you see:
This table does not mean anything.
This chair does not mean anything.
This hand does not mean anything.
This foot does not mean anything.
This pen does not mean anything.
Then look farther away from your immediate area, and apply the idea to a wider range:
That door does not mean anything.
That body does not mean anything.
That lamp does not mean anything.
That sign does not mean anything.
That shadow does not mean anything.
Notice that these statements are not arranged in any order, and make no allowance for differences in the kinds of things to which they are applied. That is the purpose of the exercise. The statement should merely be applied to anything you see. As you practice the idea for the day, use it totally indiscriminately. Do not attempt to apply it to everything you see, for these exercises should not become ritualistic. Only be sure that nothing you see is specifically excluded. One thing is like another as far as the application of the idea is concerned.

Monday, August 1, 2011

August 1st, 2011




August 1st, 2011…what will this month bring me???? I’m glad to have so many thing over with and of course I love the opportunity  to make a fresh start, so I’m excited to drive into my challenges for this month!!!
I have to work weekends this month and while it’s crummy to have to spend my weekend away from my family there is bright side to it… I get to pay less in daycare, make 10% more on the weekends and I’ll get a chance to get lots of scrapping done!!!! So for this month I’m adding “catching up on scrapping” to my list.
So here is my challenge for this month:
-          start “A Course in Miracles”
-          Work on scrap pages
-          Upload photo’s with my new flash drive…or at least find out if I need  USB cord
-          Start the Body for Life / Transformation challenge (Started today!! And hope I really
stick with it! It’s a great work-out plan and I think just maybe I’ll follow through this
time!)
-          Try to get tickets to Saturday Night Live!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Please, please let me win the
lottery for these tickets!!!!! This is the only month to e-mail and request tickets!
-          Do one or two things on my 101 and things to do in 1001 days.
-          Hang that dang on chandelier already! @!@!!
What are you going to do this month??? Best of luck to you al! ;))